Ok so the other day I found out when I was having my Spinal Fusion surgery on July 31 or if someone calls and says they can’t make it to their surgery next week or something if they call cancel I will take their place so really I don’t know when I am going to have my surgery so for all I know is that I could have my surgery next week!!!. I am very nervous but I know that God is in control and I know that when I have surgery it might take a very long time to recover but I will do what ever it takes to recover of course u might see me walking with some kind of walker so I wont fall 😦 cant wait to get it over with but I don’t want it to happen if u know what I mean I want to get it over with but I don’t want to be in all that pain u know but I will be on meds to help the pain I don’t know I am just very nervous. oh and I got to eat at the tea room with my aunt D it was awesome!!
well thanks for reading commet please I like reading comments
leapoffaith123 
You are right, Nat! God IS in control and He has you in His hands. Just remember that you have soooo many people that love you and are praying for you. You are going to do great and sail right on through recovery! We love you very much!
THANK YOU SO MUCH
Natalie I pray that God will give you peace with your surgery..I know that it is hard on you if you think about the painful stuff, but I know you know God can help you through!!! You are the strongest girl I have ever known. You are determined in anything your heart or mind is set to. I don’t believe for one second that this surgery will get you down for long!!! You have the determination and strength I dream of having!!! I can’t wait for that call!! God has this baby girl!! He will take care of you!!! I love you with all my heart, and Im so thankful that God allowed me to be your Aunt!!!
THANK U AUNT SARAH
I know you’re nervous and anxious but it WILL be ok. We know that our God will take excellent care of you. I can’t wait till its over for you. I love you so much and you’re such an inspiration to everyone you meet!!!!!!
THANK U I LOVE YOU TOO ❤
You are such a sweet girl. I am praying for you. I know alot of other people are too. God has you in his hands.
THANK YOU!!
Hey Nat,
It’s very normal and natural for you and all people to be nervous about something they have never experienced or are unsure of. To help with that try not to think too much about the operation or recovery since you don’t have much control over that or when it will take place. Instead try to focus on each day as it comes and what it is you need to do that day. If you and me for that matter, would do that then there isn’t much room for us to be thinking about stuff days, weeks or months down the road. That’s pretty much what this verses below are saying.
Love you.
Matthew 6:31-34
31 Therefore do not be anxious, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’
32 For the Gentiles seek after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them all.
33 But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.
34 “Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.
THANK YOU SO MUCH MASTER MIKE!!! 🙂
When I see you I choose to see Jesus, I see strength and grace and wisdom. I see Jesus with you as He leads you through this. I am so glad that post spinal fusion all these things dealing with your spine that you are experiencing physically and emotionally will be no longer. I pray for your medical team and I pray for a calming peace for you. I am so glad God is in charge here. Luv u
tHANK YOU SO MUCH!!
Hi Natalie!
We will pray for you on your surgery. I really like your blog! I went to that tearoom by the library for my 13th birthday. I agree- it is awesome!. P.S: I like reading comments, too! 🙂
THANKS LAURA ASHLEY 🙂 AND I LOVE THE TEA ROOM TOO
I’m sure you are ready for this to be over with, I am too! You will be in our prayers. I love you sweet Natalie!:)
I agree with you, she is a HUGE inspiration to me and lots of girls!!
It is all in Gods hands and he is going to take care of you!!
P.s. if u diddnt know me and kambri r coming next week! 🙂 we will be in town mon- mon the 7th! Love u and can’t wait to see u!
AWSOME CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU RACHAEL AND KAMBRI
Natalie, dear – God has gone before you and will make sure every single detail is taken care of. Surgery was something we were afraid of for years. Sam said to tell you, “It will be ok Natalie. Jesus will walk you through it, just like He did me. You won’t be as sore or hurt as much as you think.” You won’t change a thing by worrying, sweet girl. You just rely on His strength and His grace to get you through EACH DAY. Sam says he is glad he had the surgery – he’s told me that more thank once. We love you dear 🙂
THANK YOU ANNIE AND SAM I LOVE YALL ALL SO MUCH!! I HOPE WHEN I HAVE MY SUGEREY THAT MIGHT BE MY EXCUSE TO GET YALL TO COME DOW I LOVE YALL ALL SO MUCH!!
Natalie, you are by far one of the strongest people I know, and I’am so proud that you are my niece. You are so beautifiul inside and out. It shows by how many people support you and love you so much! Your life is in God’s hands and your life has a purpose, you have touched so many people and you continue to do so. God will lead you through this surgery and you are definately a “God Girl”. We love you soooooo much and we pray for you everyday. We LOVE YOU!-Love, Aunt Lori, Beto and family.
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THANK U AUNT LORI!!! I AM GLAD U R MY AUNT!! LUV U AND MISS U!!!